Hoping

I am really hoping that our day improves and there are no more infuriating emails coming from anyone because I don't think I can handle another dose of that. I don't like seeing the hate come out of Dennis or my family members. It scares me. I feel like it is going to make me have a heart attack because I get hysterical and emotional and I can't calm down. I hate this crap. Why can't our world improve?